I have always been what people call witty and flirtious. Not once did I ever fail to catch prey( as long as I needed ) There is a neighbor who always refers to me as a ‘sharpshooter’ and many of my friends say When it comes to women, I am a ticking time bomb.
But let me surprise you. I have a girlfriend. An understanding, patient, kind, supporting and beautiful ‘kyana’. Her name is Thea and her only flaw is perfection. Thea is always on my case, trying to make me the better version of myself. She, in other words is part of the ‘I can change him’ crew.
She believes that her love and support can turn me into the perfect man.
Keep your judgement some where in a bag because I have gone through quick sand to protect this relationship. Those little lies have not been for nothing you know. Despite all my mischievous deeds, Thea has been there for me, even at my lowest and I respect her for that. Not that she knows all my dirty deeds though and I believe if she ever did find out, she would show her back without hesitation.
Thea is wonderful but shy and reserved at the same time. This has indeed affected her even in the area of love making because she tends to be conservative. She is declined to trying anything new and well, she surely does know how to stick to the same old ways. Her lack of adventure is a turn off because every love making session turns out to be just like the previous. A small series of romance which ends up in missionary every single time.
This is where Bleu comes in. Unlike her best friend Thea, Bleu is revolutionary. She is wild, carefree and always comes up with a new trick every single time we get at it. Bleu is a sex goddess and her curves always do her justice. She never disappoints.
When Thea first introduced me to Bleu, I did not give it much attention and not even in my wildest thoughts would I imagine I would do all the dirty things I have been doing with her. Allow me to say she is goooddd. Even in front of her best friend Thea, she puts on such a perfect façade you could almost think we are at a masquerade party. She feigns innocence so perfectly with those big brown eyes.
I want to say I have been getting the pangs of guilt every time Thea compliments me in front of Bleu, but am not sure about that either.
You see she has such a perfect and romantic image of me. She even calls me Patient( when have I ever been that?)
Here is the dilemma. I want Bleu and still, I want Thea. Both for different reasons. I am selfish you say? Try putting yourself in my shoes. This is me trying to keep two wonderful ladies from getting hurt. Before you judge me, keep in mind that I am playing my part.
Whilst all this is going on, there is a young lady who has the hots for me. I am being tempted by the fact that she is new. Curiosity always gets the best of me you see.. I wonder what she has in stock for me. It is just curiosity.. or is it lust?
Until next Sunday, I remain your faithful Phoenix.
